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Mon, 18 Jul 2005 06:50:01 GMT

My hair is starting to get a little to long.

Time for a trim.

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 00:14:34 GMT

So sup?

Ummm. Today was hella lame. I was forced to wake up at 12:45 so we could go to my aunts house for my grandma's birthday thing. The best thing about it was playing ping-pong and watching Anchorman.

Got back about 45 minutes ago, cleaned windows and straightened up the house 'cause the real estate agent came over to take pictures. She's coming over to take more tomorrow...

Oh yeah, for those of you who don't know yet, I am indeed moving... I'm not sure where exactly yet, but it's somewhere between Dayton and Cincinatti, but closer to Dayton. That sucks hardcore. Fucking 3+ hours away from the town I've lived in my entire life. So who's gonna throw me a going away party?

^_^

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 03:15:52 GMT

Wow. It's been a hella long time since I've used this...

Damn you, Myspace.

I need to change my layout, but I'm not in the mood to make an all new one. Eff that. I'll just get a premade one from some community... Err something.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 22:53:55 GMT

Last night, at a show in Columbus, Dimebag Darrell, guitarist of Pantera and Damage Plan, was shot and killed. Darrell is concidered one of the best metal guitarists of all time and now he is no more.

R.I.P. Dime

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 00:23:00 GMT

Today was Ben's funeral. I went to it. I left school at 10:45 and my mom was waiting for me. I signed out, got my stuff and then my parents drove me to the First Christian Church. It was pretty depressing... Afterwards, I went with Brian Waller, his parents and some other kid to the burial site. It took a long time because he is burried in Twinsburg. After the guy talked for ten minutes or so, we just stood around his casket. It was hard to look at, especially looking at the other people crying was worse. After all of that stuff, Waller and his parents drove me home. I sat there and just listened to them talk the entire time.

After I got home I played San Andreas for fourty-five minutes or so. Then I got on the computer for a little while. After that I went over to Billy's house. I helped him out with his sweet "new" computer. It's a piece, just kidding. My mom came by and took me home for dinner, and now I'm on the computer just doing nothing...

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 15:59:56 GMT

Today is for sure the worst day I have ever had. I'll start from the beginning.

Yesterday I went over to Jeff's to "jam." When I got there they told me that rumors were going around that Ben Rose had hung himself and Wesley saved him from doing it. I got on the internet around nine or so and Brent, Billy, and Josh were all talking to me about what they heard. I couldn't help but cry. I heard that he died, he was released, and that he was taken to a Children's Hospital. None of them were confirmed until today.

I walked in school hoping to hear that he was okay and would be back in a couple of days. I was wrong. I saw people all around me crying. I didn't believe it. In first period I cried the entire period. Aaron tried getting me to go to the guidance office with him but I didn't want to go. I went on the Art second period and they sent a guidance councilor down and she took Eric, Matt and myself down to the guidance office. We talked about it with the councilor and after it was done I decided I wanted to come home, but my parents are at work so I just had my grandma get me. So that's where I'm at now.

BEN ROSE - R.I.P.
I will never forget you...

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 20:11:14 GMT